Okay, so welcome to my blog, I guess. This isn't going to be the most interesting blog, but it will tell my story somewhat. I'm kinda hoping to use this almost like a diary, a way to express what I'm thinking so it doesn't fester in my brain. I hope you don't let it fester in yours.
Anywho.
I'm also hoping that this will be a journey of self discovery for me as well. To be able to have trust and confidence in myself before I start with those around me.
I know no one will be reading this and that's fine, it's more for me anyway.
So is kinda the beginning of it all I guess:
I'm 22, a qualified teacher with no teaching job and no reason to get one at this stage.
I have two parents with depression, anxiety and psychotic paranoia.
I have a sister with anxiety and eating disorder she doesn't know I know about.
I'm pretty sure that I have some level of depression and anxiety but I have to be strong for not only my family but myself as I am the strong one who doesn't have issues. I'm the one who protects everyone else. I don't open up to people or trust any of my friends because sooner or later anything I say gets use against me the friendship ends. I tend to not really socialise with people, not sure why but I really just hate doing it. I prefer to hear and solve other people's problems then deal with my own, so if you need someone to vent to let me know, I'm always free!
So that's kinda it for this blog. I will try and blog as often as I can I guess. I dunno lol
